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I Gave My Alpha a Daughter, and He Held Another Woman's Child
I was the last guardian of the Spring of Life among the elven kind. My blood could heal any wound; the spring water touched by my fingertips could make withered trees bloom. But now I can't remember anything. My legs are ruined. My memories are shattered. My power is gone. I lie in a strange bed, curtains drawn tight, and the scent of humans seeping through the door makes me want to flee.
Chapters (3)
第1章
My due date came two full weeks early.
At three in the morning, contractions ripped me out of sleep.
I gripped the bedsheets through the first wave of pain and reached for the communicator.
I called Axel three times. He didn't answer.
The fourth time, it finally connected—but it was his adjutant who picked up.
"Where's the Clan Chief?"
"The Chief is in the Council Hall, meeting with an envoy from the Shadow Clan."
The adjutant's voice was as steady as if he were reading a memo.
"Madam, your due date is still two weeks away—"
"I'm giving birth now."
I bit my lower lip and pushed down the next contraction.
"Tell him."
"Madam, the envoy traveled through the night. The matter concerns a border dispute over territorial boundaries. The Elders' Council has ruled that the Clan Chief must personally handle this—if mishandled, it could trigger inter-clan warfare tonight—"
I hung up.
The contraction surged again. I rolled off the bed entirely, my knees hitting the floor, my vision going dark.
Bloody fluid ran down my thighs.
With the last of my strength, I pulled the door open and shouted into the hallway—my voice so hoarse I barely recognized it.
By the time the Head Healer arrived, I'd crawled to the corner of the corridor, curled on the ground, a dark stain spreading beneath me.
She took one look and her face changed.
"Malpositioned head. Get her to the delivery room."
I was lifted onto a stretcher.
Moonstone ceiling panels slid past overhead, flickering on and off.
The contractions blurred my vision into a wavering haze of light.
The Head Healer was running—her footsteps rapid, the soles of her shoes striking the stone floor: thud, thud, thud.
The delivery room door swung open.
The smell of antiseptic mixed with blood hit me.
The Head Healer pressed down on my shoulder: "Madam, push. The baby can't wait."
"Where's Axel?"
The Head Healer didn't answer.
She was preparing instruments, her fingers fast but trembling slightly.
Footsteps came from outside the door—urgent, the heavy, characteristic stride of an Alpha.
I recognized that rhythm.
He stopped at the door.
It opened.
Axel stood in the doorway, his gray clan robe damp with night dew, brows deeply furrowed. Behind him were three Elders and a Strategist.
He didn't walk in.
He stopped at the threshold, as if held back by some invisible thread.
"Selina."
His voice was tight, his knuckles white as he clenched his fists.
"The Shadow Clan envoy arrived unexpectedly, demanding an immediate face-off over the northern border dispute. The Elders' Council ruled that I had to—"
"My baby is coming."
I stared into his eyes.
"I know."
He took half a step forward, but the Elder behind him pulled him back.
The Chief Elder whispered something in his ear, and Axel's shoulders tightened further.
"The northern garrison's supply line has been cut."
His voice dropped low.
"Shadow Clan warriors are massing beyond the border. If I don't show, it'll be taken as tacit acceptance of their claims—they could push their outpost thirty miles forward."
"Your baby is coming."
I said it again.
He looked at me.
That look was long—long enough for me to see the moonstone light reflected in his pupils, fine and trembling.
His lips moved, as if he were about to say something—then the Strategist's communicator buzzed behind him.
The Strategist answered, listened for a few seconds, and dropped his voice to a whisper: "Confirmed? How many?"
Axel's breath stopped.
"I'll come back," he said.
The door closed.
His footsteps headed toward the Council Hall, growing fainter and fainter, until they were swallowed entirely by the next shrieking wave of contractions.
"Never mind the Clan Chief," the Head Healer said, pressing down on my shoulder. "Push."
I bit down on my wrist.
I tasted blood.
I only found out later that there had never been any "northern border dispute" that night.
The envoy's visit, the severed supply line, the Shadow Clan warriors massing beyond the border—all of it was fabricated through the Shadow Clan's communication channels.
Leila had contacted a Strategist within the clan whom she'd been subverting for six months. She timed it precisely to my labor, drawing Axel away from my delivery room door.
She did all of this just to make him miss this child's birth.
Just to make him, from the very first glance, feel a sense of strangeness and uncertainty toward this child.
Just to make him slowly begin to doubt—under the combined influence of Elders' gossip and Soulsever herb—"Is this child really mine?"
She succeeded.
I gave birth to a daughter.
She was tiny, wrinkled, and her cry was like a kitten's.
Outside the delivery room stood only an elderly woman—a complete stranger, the Omega in the bed across from mine.
She wrapped the swaddling for me and asked: "Where's your husband?"
"He's handling a border dispute," I said.
The old woman gave me a look.
I only understood that look much later—she'd heard similar words in her youth.
Axel returned at daybreak.
The Council Hall's lights had been off for a long time—the so-called "envoy talks" had been confirmed as a false alarm at 4:30 AM. The Shadow Clan hadn't massed at the border; the supposedly severed supply line was an internal communications failure.
Axel had waited all night in the Council Hall, only to hear his Strategist say: "I'm sorry—the source was mistaken."
He pushed open the delivery room door and stood beside the bassinet.
Our daughter was asleep, breathing softly.
He looked at her for a long time, his brow faintly furrowed.
"She doesn't look much like me," he said.
I kept my eyes closed: "All newborns are wrinkled."
"The Elders said the Shadow Clan's actions last night might be connected to a leak of pregnancy-related intelligence. They may have known something."
"Known what?"
He was silent for a long time. He reached out and touched our daughter's fine baby hair.
His fingertip paused on her crown, then withdrew.
"Nothing," he said. "Get some rest."
The door closed.
He left.
I lay in bed staring at the ceiling.
The moonstone light flickered.
Outside the window, the moon was entering an eclipse, its glow slowly dimming.
My daughter slept soundly beside me, knowing nothing.
I looked down at her face—so small, so quiet.
Her breathing was so light, like a thread that could snap at any moment.
I suddenly remembered something from three months ago.
In Axel's dinner, I'd detected an extremely faint herbal scent.
I thought nothing of it at the time—just assumed the cook had tried a new spice.
Now that scent resurfaced in my memory.
Soulsever herb.
A specialty of the Shadow Clan.
Long-term ingestion disrupts an Alpha's sense of smell and judgment.
Someone had been drugging him.
And that someone was living in the west wing of the main hall, in the guest quarters, serving him soup with her own hands every day, under the guise of being his "adoptive sister."
Leila.
A spy sent by the Shadow Clan.
That woman my parents and Axel had raised for ten years under the name of "a friend's daughter."
At this very moment, she was sitting in the room next to the Council Hall, providing "key testimony" about that nonexistent "border crisis."
I had no proof.
But I could smell it.
An Omega's sense of smell briefly sharpens postpartum—perhaps this was the Moon Goddess's last mercy to a mother whose pup was dying.
第2章
My daughter started breaking out in rashes.
Tiny red bumps covered her skin, itching so badly she cried all night.
My milk still wasn't enough. The Head Healer suggested supplementing with formula, but the nursery stock of newborn formula had conveniently "run out."
Leila's room, however, had three boxes stacked in the corner.
I carried my daughter down the corridor.
Clan members bowed as I passed, but their eyes darted away.
From around the corner, I caught two young Omegas whispering:
"Do you think that child is really the Clan Chief's?"
"The Shadow envoy asked so many questions about her pregnancy details that day... could it be someone else's pup?"
"Don't talk nonsense."
"But the Clan Chief hasn't been to her room lately."
I kept walking, not slowing.
My daughter cried in my arms—a thin, kitten-like sound.
Clan members quickened their steps to avoid me—Omega emotions and pups' cries trigger instinctive restlessness in werewolves; they couldn't help it.
But Axel was never restless.
Every time he passed our daughter, at most he'd frown.
I only understood later: that wasn't tolerance—it was indifference.
He was waiting for an answer.
Waiting for someone else to confirm whether this child was really his.
The pediatric clinic door was half-open.
I pushed it open. The young pediatric healer was organizing the medicine cabinet.
When he saw the baby in my arms, his gaze paused briefly on the rashes on her face, then dropped.
"Madam."
"She has a rash."
He took my daughter, examined her carefully, then leaned in to sniff her.
His expression shifted—very quickly, but I caught it.
"What is it?"
"Nothing," he said, placing her back in my arms. "Probably just newborn eczema. I'll prescribe some ointment—it should clear up in a few days."
He wrote on the prescription pad, his fingers trembling slightly.
I stared at his hand: "What are you afraid of?"
"Madam, you jest—I'm a healer, why would I be afraid—"
"What did you just smell?"
His pen stopped.
The entire clinic fell silent, broken only by my daughter's faint whimpering.
I carried her closer to him and lowered my voice: "There was silver in that bottle of formula. I smelled it. That's what you smelled too."
The pediatric healer's face went completely white.
He opened his mouth, then quickly glanced at the door to make sure it was closed.
"Madam," his voice was barely squeezed out between his teeth, "you cannot tell anyone I told you this. The Shadow Clan has warned all pediatric healers—anyone who exposes the adopted daughter's identity will find their family's safety outside the territory no longer guaranteed."
"I'm not asking you to expose anyone."
I looked into his eyes.
"I'm only asking you one thing—is that child, or is she not, Axel's?"
He was silent for a very long time.
Finally, he closed his eyes and shook his head, very faintly.
"Miss Leila was marked before she conceived. That mark's residual scent—ordinary Alphas can't detect it, but trained healers can. She covers it with herbs, too heavily, but occasionally—occasionally, when the herbs fail, a second layer of pheromones can be smelled—an Alpha who does not belong to the Grey Moon clan."
I carried my daughter out of the clinic.
The moonstone light in the corridor was blinding, stabbing at my eyes.
My daughter slept in my arms, tear tracks still on her cheeks.
She was six days old.
Axel had held her twice.
Both times, he stood by the bassinet, bent down, reached out, touched her hair—and pulled back.
Like checking if an item was still there.
I lowered my head and smelled her.
Clean. Pure.
There was no trace of any Alpha mark in her scent.
A newborn Alpha pup, to some degree, carries residual pheromones from the father.
She carried none.
Not a single trace of Axel's scent.
"You're truly mine alone," I whispered.
My daughter smacked her lips in her sleep.
She knew nothing.
That evening, as I carried her back to the nursery, I ran straight into Leila.
She was also holding a child—a male infant wrapped in Grey Moon clan's finest silver fox-fur swaddling.
When she saw me, she smiled—not that weak, fragile smile of before, but a relaxed, lazy curve that said she no longer bothered to pretend.
"Sister," she called out. "Is your little one feeling better?"
"Get lost."
She didn't get lost.
She walked toward me with her child, and as we passed each other, she glanced down at my daughter and said softly:
"What a pity. She looks so much like you."
She paused.
"Just not like him."
She walked past me.
Her heels clicked on the stone—one, two, three times.
I didn't look back.
I kept walking, clutching the edge of the swaddling until my knuckles went white.
第3章
My daughter started running a fever.
Her forehead burned, her breathing was rapid, her little face flushed red.
I ran through the corridor carrying her, ignoring the gash a sharp stone cut into my foot.
The Head Healer shouted "Madam, slow down!" from behind, but I didn't look back.
I kicked open the pediatric clinic door.
The young healer saw the baby in my arms and, without a word, placed her inside the medicine cabinet to cool her down.
As I recounted her symptoms, his expression grew darker by the minute.
"That bottle of formula the day before yesterday—you didn't feed it to her, right?"
"No."
"Then how did she—"
"She drank medicine Leila gave her."
I clenched my fists.
"The day after delivery, Leila brought a bowl of restorative soup. I didn't drink it, but my daughter was crying badly, and Leila spooned a few drops into her mouth."
The pediatric healer's hand froze on the cabinet handle.
He turned his back to me, his voice very soft:
"Madam, do you know what silver poisoning means for a newborn pup?"
I knew.
A werewolf pup's immune system isn't fully formed in the first week of life. Even trace amounts of silver slowly accumulate in the blood. The early symptoms are fever, rash, and rapid breathing. When the accumulation reaches a critical point, organs begin to fail.
"How long do we have?" I asked.
"If the dose is small, three to five days of fever—the toxin will metabolize naturally."
He didn't turn around.
"But the premise is—during this time, she cannot come into contact with anything containing silver, including from your own body."
"What do you mean?"
"The postpartum supplements you've been taking—were they issued from the clan storehouse?"
I froze.
The supplements Axel had sent on the second day postpartum had indeed been from the clan's standard distribution. I'd opened a box of blood-building oral solution and noticed a faint bitterness—I'd thought it was just the herb's natural taste.
"There's silver in those too?"
The pediatric healer turned around, his face carrying a weary resignation:
"The storehouse inventory has been under Miss Leila's management for the past six months."
I slid down the wall and sat on the floor.
My daughter made a weak cry from inside the medicine cabinet, like something was pressing on her throat.
I looked up at the ceiling—moonstone halos wobbling, one circle after another.
"Does the Head Healer know?"
"She suspects, but has no proof. Miss Leila replaced two storehouse managers with her own people from the Shadow Clan. Every purchase order passed through her hands. The Elders' Council investigated twice and found nothing."
"And Axel?"
The pediatric healer dropped his gaze: "The Clan Chief's sense of smell has been off for half a year. Haven't you noticed? He used to be able to detect a stranger's scent from three kilometers away. Now he can't even tell when the kitchen meat has gone bad."
I closed my eyes.
The long-term effects of Soulsever herb.
Axel had been drugged for six months—his sense of smell dulled, his judgment impaired, and he'd had no idea.
Leila didn't just want to steal a child. She wanted to steal the entire Grey Moon clan.
"Help me keep her alive," I said.
The pediatric healer crouched down to meet my eyes:
"I'll do everything I can. But Madam, you must promise me one thing—from now on, do not consume anything that comes from the clan storehouse. Not even water. I'll ask the Head Healer to quarantine your dietary access on grounds of postpartum infection—all your food will come through me personally."
"Done."
He stood up to prepare the medication.
My daughter cried inside the cabinet. I reached in through the gap and let her tiny fingers grip mine.
Her hand was so small. She held on so tightly.
That grip felt like her entire life.
Outside, the moonstone glow dimmed another degree.
The eclipse was not yet over.
That night, Axel came to the nursery.
He stood at the door, not entering, watching me sit by the bed holding my daughter while I fed her medicine.
She was feverish and groggy; the liquid dribbled down her chin, and I wiped it away with my thumb, again and again.
"How is she?" he asked.
"Still feverish."
"What did the healer say?"
"Observing."
He nodded.
He stood there watching me for a while, then said:
"Leila's child started walking today."
I didn't stop feeding.
"She's only seven days old. His child walks at seven days."
"The Shadow Clan bloodline—"
"Get out."
He paused, turned, and left.
The moment the door closed, my daughter whimpered in her sleep—a soft sound, like a kitten startled by something in a dream.
I held her close and pressed my face to her burning forehead.
Moonstone light seeped through the crack in the door—a thin line, falling on the floor like a closed blade.